card board confessions...

I thought i would start this blog as a way of sharing what God has shown me and what he has done for me . I believe that this is a generation of women that are lonely and are searching for someone or something to pursue them ... To be desired...

I was 17 and grew up in a home that was picture perfect .. before i was born dad was a drug addict but gave his life to Jesus and now lived for him .. mom became a Christian a little after that. I have a brother who is 6 yr older .. financially we had our struggles but God always provided. I went to church , church camp , private schools and did everything right i even had a purity ring (vowed not to have sex till i was married) but i did all this because it looked good .. i thought thats what i needed to do i believed that since my parents had a real relationship with God that it covered me as well.. well when i was 17 i got pregnant !! wow the shock and horror that everyone felt... they didn't even know i had a boyfriend of over 4 yrs .. I was alone and scared .. i knew at that moment that it was God or me to be selfless or selfish .. fast forward 11 yrs and i Gods promises are still true never failing .. his love didn't depend on my love for him .. he loved me anyway... i have been happily married for 10yrs and now 2 children .. im far from perfect and i have a mass amount of growing to do but hopefully with this blog we can grow and dig deep into how Gods love never fails even when we do ...