Honesty from the heart..

But you require honesty from the heart, so that you can teach me to be wise in my inmost being. psalms 51 :6
Have you ever known or been one of those people who look like they have it all together .. they know how to talk they know what to say ... they act a certain way to make it seem like they are right on with what ever the situation calls for ... I was totally a person like that ... i was raised in a home with a great Christian foundation so i knew the words i knew the act ..blah blah blah
but what i didnt have was honesty in my own heart (wow that hurts to say ) It was easy for me to say one thing but hide and do another , even in the way i spoke my lips would move on there own.. lie after lie ... The less time i spent with God the easier it was to lie to my own heart. the desires of my heart were not real anymore .... they were damaging .. i was following my own desires and what felt or looked good in that moment ... God gives us the promises and desires of our hearts..HE has never spoken and failed to act, he has never promised and not carried through ... but he requires an honest heart that that requires you to step out of the way !! What i thought was a desire was nothing more then a selfish want ...
...I have put my hope in your word , my eyes are straining to see your promises come true ...psams 119 I cant wait !!!